By now I could use only one word or two to describe what I feel about you.

Love.

Passion, too. I don´t know exactly which one came first.

But I prefer to say a bunch instead saying it. I´m afraid to say it out loud. Because I know I will Believe what I say. I know how it can Change me deeply. So I Hide one Truth within a speech …because of a Fear, maybe…

Bu this is wrapped on a Seduction that happened without the sense of Touch. I can see, I can hear, I can read… I can Dream. Not touch. Not smell. But Burns as a cold Flame.

And I can´t tell exactly when it happened. I only confessed to myself it was there all the time at the moment I understood you felt that too.

It brights up my day and warms up my heart just to see a little picture with a “Good Morning, Sweety” aside on small screen.

…

“Nadia, stop being silly. Stop Dreaming. This is Dangerous, so why Risking” But I couldn´t listen to me saying “give up, let it go”… As I can´t run from something that is inside me. And …I don´t want to!!! I want you more and more… Everyday.

I know it´s a clock bomb. And at the same time the “tic-tac” makes me nervous for not knowing how it will hit me, I can´t wait to the counting finally gets to its end… So I can finally explode I LOVE YOU.

30/01/2012